ahoy: ADVENTURE!

ahoy: ADVENTURE!

ADVENTURE!

I waited for fun
in the form of adventure.

Sought every map
read all information
racked my brains
in the want of life.

BUT IT NEVER SHOWED UP!

Then realized, I did.
Every one is not Harry Potter
Everyone doesnt get Edward Cullen
and that every moment
is what we make.

Every tree is a wizard
challanging to be crossed.
Every twig a wand
waiting to be swished.
Every second an adventure
waiting to be lived.
Every life a TWILIGHT
waiting to be read!

WOULD I!

Every time I close my eyes
the image hits my mind.
the singer on the stage,
the girl in the image is me.

My dream is no dream,
my thoughts are no thoughts,
my wishes are no wishes,
they are my aim.

BUT WHAT IF I NEVER SUCCEED?

Would I always have to be happy
watching Miley Cyrus
producing album after album?

Would I always have to bite my lips
watching Kristen Stewart
star in TWILIGHT?

Would I always have to be
on the edge of my seat
watching Robert Pattinson
doing his stunts?

Would I never be famous
like a popstar playing a guitar?
Would I have to resume my life
like an insect on the
edge ofa dirty windshield?

May be I would never know.

Dreams are no dreams
if they can be called practical.
Life is no life
if there is certainty

Risk is there
but where's the fun
without a bit of risk?

There would be failure,
I deny not.
There would be difficulty,
I accept all.
But there would be fun
and that covers all!

DEDICATION TO LOVE!

In the shade of love,
In the shade of life,
I opened my heart
In the mysteries of life.

I opened my heart
to the beauty of yours,
then rested my soul
forever upon you.

Twelve years have gone so fast,
i knew not
why I felt so alone,
without you did every shore
look like a start!

I will be never yours,
i can believe not.
The stars that shine
look upon us
telling, one day
you will be mine.

The earth,
the Sun,
the Moon,
All shine,
with all this beauty
showering upon me.
So how can I
not care for thee!

The love I live in
is only yours.
What differs
is just a ray,
that will illuminate
the beauty of yours
in the most wonderful way!

So,
I'll always open my heart
to the beauty of yours,
and rest my soul
forever upon you!!

FRIENDLESS!

A group of people
gathered in a circle
seemed familiar enough
for me to go and check.

As I moved closer,
I felt I was getting smaller,
tiny with every step I took.

Soon the group of students
seemed like a bunch of giants
all set to keep me out.

They were all there-
my friends,
or atleast that's what
I had thought they were.

They seemed alien,
as if in another world
close enough to touch
but still far away.

The sense of protection
I had always felt in their presence
was suddenly gone,
like Sun on a cloudy day.

The wave of depression
swept over me
pulling me under
and I felt my knees
hit the solid ground.

Was I so alone
in the whole world?
Was I so unacceptable
like a rotten apple?

Not part of any group
not the cloud of any sky,
not the friend of any worthy
and not the human of this world.

Screaming, I woke up
from the torturing nightmare.

BUT WAS IT REALLY A DREAM?

Maybe. Maybe not.
Somewhere deep down
I knew that I could
never be a part of the group
that intimidated my very existence.

Somewhere deep down
I knew I was alone,
friendless and lonely
without anyone to protect me.

Depression overtook me
and I screamed again
feeling that for the first time in a long time
I did not know what to expect the next day!

SOMETIMES YOU JUST FEEL!

Sometimes you just feel,
Sometimes you just
want to write
without knowing exactly what?

Sometimes you just feel
like pouring your heart out,
Shedding tears
more than you can empty out.

Sometimes you just feel
suffocated from
the complications of life.

Sometimes you just feel
deep
but want to
act hollow.

Sometimes you just feel
dark and yet feel
the need for the infiltrating light.

Sometimes you just feel
depressed but want
to be happy.

Sometimes you just feel
irritated, but have
to put up a facade.

Sometimes you just feel
like an ocean of emotions
but for a while
want to act heartless!

HOPE NEVER DIES!

Pain never leaves
even if there are shimmering lights trying to dim it.
Time passes
even when it seems impossible
Heart stops beating
even when blood is pulsing through the veins.
Hope remains
even if no willingness stays.
Soul dies
even if body's alive.

Separation feels like death
when you're given all your heart
to the one going away.
You survive
only if you don't feel your way.
You're alive
only if hope rots away.
soul lives
only if your heart walks away
Life dies.
only if death comes back your way.
Hope survives
even if everything walks away!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!

Sometimes in life
you are at loss
and nothing can help you
because you feel you can't go on.

When there is no way left,
believe in yourself
and you'll find a world
which only belongs to you
and only you.

No other can enter your thoughts
because they are yours
And it is your life
you're alive.

Just don't forget
to believe in yourself
and everything will
turn out to be fine.

So make it happen
whatever you want
'cause there's no way back
comes to life, when it does.

Do what you want
and believe in yourself
so that you can make
every moment count.

See death in face
and fight with it
till you lose
your breath.

But keep in mind
there's nothing you can achieve in life
till what you believe in
--- is 'yourself.'

You can bring back
the breaths long gone
only if you are there
to believe in yourself!

SELF REALIZATION!

Beauties of life
showed me, you did
But never did I thank you
When I should have long, long ago.

I saw the mysteries of life
faced the difficulties in my path
and achieved nothing but pain
and lost hope in life.

I never realized,O'Lord
hidden beneath the finish line
I could find
the message for my life.

I never believed
I could be the one
the soul of the show
the top of the rod.

The goal was in front
But I never saw
because I never
believed in the abilities of mine.

I thought
I could do nothing
but now I realize
that if I believe in myself,
there is nothing I can not achieve!